For my,Ma

For My,MA

People say,words are important,

But I dont understand how,Mumma!

People say,love needs to be expressed,

But I cannot,mumma..

When a drop of tear rolls down your cheek,

I burn deep inside in pain.

But people shall never understand this,mumma!

When you Laugh and Giggle

I have a peaceful smile,

When you are happy and merry,

it makes all the efforts worthwhile.

Did I ever tell you,How much is my love for you?

How should I,Mumma?

I feel so small for all that You have been to me!

I feel so timid for all those painful days

that you have been through for me.

Pain not of a nine months that you suffered...but of a lifetime.

I know I ve hurt you and never bothered to heal a wound.

I know,I troubled and never bothered to whisper-I am sorry...

I could never sit by your side and tell you-

Mumma,I am there for you...

Please believe me,its not because I never loved you,

But because I loved you too much to be able to express,

too much to be able to put it in words,

too much to be able to sound genuine,

too much to be able to have the courage to say-

I AM NOONE WITHOUT YOU,MUMMA!

The Flower in the blue
To bear the pain,to bear the cold.
To bear the autumn in one's fold,
And yet exude the colors of gold,
is indeed the Art to Live,I am told.

She sure is a great teacher of wisdom so profound-
That what you lived by is known,
by what you've left around.
She said this once,when I was blue,
Go find the one more woeful than you,
Pick me up,with all tenderness too
and share me with the one more woeful than you.
As you smile and share your woe,
u'll find the pain dissappeared much long ago.

And oh,I realised what she had left behind...
A more fragrant world,
with happiness inside.
She said this,yes the flower in the Blue...
LIVE A LIFE THAT LIVES LONGER THAN YOU!

The World Inside
There is a world inside you and me
a world far more beautiful,
where things are just as they seem to be.
There everything is natural and real;
the emotions,feelings and tears.
There lies our vulnerability and sensitivity
our ability and capacity.
There nothing is hidden,nothing pretended,
nothing disguised,nothing defended.

But words we speak are not of this world
and may be thats why they hurt.
The love we give is not from this world,
and may be thats why it doesnt last.
But its never too late to start living in this world,
The world Far more beautiful...
The World Inside you and me...

no,please read me out,even if u dont agree initially

Why is it so difficult to belong to everybody?Infact isnt it the easiest thing to do?To Love to belong?Probably not...or else our world would have been a far better place,i tell u.We fear or we care less,or may be we think we dont need to...I dont know...but what is it that makes u and me so cozy in our small apartments and even smaller hearts...completely running out of love...

and one fine day,we get up to realise...we did nothing with our lives...we lived like the creepy things that grow,becoz they have to and die...and fortunately for soome of us this feeling becomes unbearable and then we start moving out of our cocoons to Make a Difference in the world we lived for so long just a nothing...We realise we had it all but we werent happy...
But my experience says...when u make life even a tad better for someone,by doing whatever it is that u can,ur life takes on a new dimension.We might become gr8 doctors,engineers,accountants,celebrities,managers,but what big deal,if U couldnt become a Human being first...if u couldnt "Make out Time" for being,for belonging to someone else,who doesnt have anything to give you except an opporutnity to make a difference to his life?
Has this alone remained the purpose of our lives-to lead shabby,stinking selfish lives,that might have loads of money,fairweather friends,knowledge of how the univrse works or who my target market segment is or how does the heart pump blood?BUT NO LOVE?
Dont tell me,u even know what Love is!
The Love that I talk about is far bigger in its meaning,quite out of what u might think it to be.We all at points of time,feel life has got nothing to offer anymore,life isnt moving and we are not growing,we have become mere bodies rolling in and out of offices and homes,looking after kids..but what after that,what would u do with this stagnation when it comes to bite you...I tell u,feel happy,these are the moments that will bring that change,that transformation that ur life will become much larger than that of others...simply because u will start Belonging to others without a reason and without a motive,except that it will make u feel Good...U would do whatever it takes to reach out to others who might need u...and Believe me, when someone smiles and U R the Cause,U will Feel numb and satisfied....This is how a Complete Life should be...A life where You belong completely...To YOURSELF and to OTHERS...No prayer of yours will remain unanswered...no wish will remain unfulfilled...BELIEVE ME!
I might have sounded a bit rude at places,but may be thats because I feel helpless and concerned,when I see people are tied up in thier lives,they are whining,shouting and feeling strangulated inside and making a show of being happy outside..Or may be because I wish to reach out to such lives..Because I KNOW Our Lives are so Rich..that if we really knew,not one day would go without being Grateful and Happy...Life is so Full,bright and Lively..only we need to realise and be Thankful...
Huh!!!at times I can be really Philo...u see

JAI GURU DEV!
Jai Guru Dev!